You're what preventing me from speaking, from listening, from laughing. If you've never noticed then notice it now. I've always been trapped by you. You're made up of a thin layer of glass, protected by a thick shell of my self-consciousness.
I'm repetitive, unpoetic, blind, inept
and i'm never in the moment of heres and nows
im always lost in what could have been and these horrible things
such horrible things
Sincerely,
me
